Good evening good folks, how is everyone doing? Another day in this world where we are here wanting to know answer and questions to things that are unknown. God you brought me this far in life and I thank you everyday, I'm thankful for you people in my life who are with me this far, I give my gratitude when even in moments I may have the slightest complaint I still choose to be grateful and thankful. I don't want to give up on faith I'm not trying to but you showed me ways in life where I lean too much on comfortability in one space and in one place, let alone it be a job you showed me before and provided me something better. Let alone my first place I've gotten on my own you showed me before and provided me with something better. You showed me how ready I was for something even when I doubted myself, Questioning God am I ready for this or that and you put it in front even when I didn't feel qualified for it? So what is this now?! The faith of the world is on your shoulders and this may be test and I pray I'm passing. I gotta be passing right? Because I'm still making a way? figuring out a way how to keep my head afloat above water.
I be building my own stepping stones (as you should) because I trust myself where to place my next foot but something happens to where I'm stepping on the stone and the stones feels more sturdy to where I don't wobble, you make it bigger for me to step more confidently. However, you do so much more than that it don't be enough time for me to tell you thank you. Thank you for the everything. Every small and big things.
I'm stable in areas in my life? "I believe this what God is saying to me" (You are stable exactly where you need to be, I wake you up every morning to find your passion, I wake you up every morning so you can figure what have I called you to be a vessel too) God am I already not fulfilling my purpose? (If you were my child, your cup would be already full to the rim but you're to busy drinking instead of seeing what I've already blessed you with.) I have seen and I say thank you for it all the time I do but it's not enough. (I gave you everything you need right in front of you, and you want something you don't know it's already in front of you because you can't see it, it doesn't mean it's not there. Be patient and have faith in me.) I have faith I do ... It just when the emotions that aren't sent from you start to arises I do get nervous, I do get anxious, I do get worried and I am scared. I continue to lean on you no matter what.
Teach me to trust you, draw me so close to you that there isn't no more fear.(1 John 4:13-21) and I know you got me covered (Ruth 3)
In your name I pray, Amen.
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