Good evening I know I haven't said anything in a month to be exact you know what though, shorty is in her final week of summer semester of school when I say I am forever grateful, I really am. I bet you been wondering what's been goin on with me besides school girl I've been responsibly outside. Like am I drinking? of course, am I meeting new people? of course I am and have I still consider dating? Yes I am, but much slower let me explain.
I believe dating is still enjoyable, now I have ran into some women who I've enjoyed for the moment and maybe that's all it was for. Coming to find out what you like and what you don't like, also, finding out what you will and will not accept from anybody because you have boundaries and respect for yourself. Shit it's going to be a lot harder if you don't.
I've been going for walks in the mornings/afternoons and every time I do I take pictures of flowers. I don't remember the last time I've receive some flowers to be honestly. I do like flowers and yes I can and will buy some for myself but in the meantime taking pictures of flowers has been feeling up my cup.
Building my community has been a beautiful thing as well, getting close to people who caring for me and those who I care for. Recently I dealt with the reality that just because you born into a "family" those people around don't really make you family no matter if you have the same blood type, down to last given family name. It takes more than love to keep a family let alone a relationship together.
